Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Confession: 离乡背井

很多人说 哇你就好啦 赚星币 回来花马币 2.62(现在2.66了)叻

我只能说 是很好 是 你看我好 我看你也不错 的好

离乡背井 我真的不是这块料

回想我在新加坡 一开始的第一年 哎哟 一个字 惨!

我 2009 年到新加坡 开始了离开家的生活

到的第一天 哦不 是前半天 很开心 想说 厕所干净 较高生活素质 熟悉但有待explore的环境 bugis shopping 真是赞👍!(新加坡 对我并不陌生 妈妈是柔佛州人 所以新加坡 是我与家人每年必到之处)

听起来很不错呗 但 不久 就 lao kui (漏气)咯

抵达机场 是阿姨姨丈接的机 毕竟是第一次 meiyouche 不算旅程的行程

在车上开心聊天 不久就到了学校宿舍 check in

我这洁癖公主 很开心 地方是干净的 我什么都没有啊!

妈妈来电 我完了 一边讲电话 一边变声 LOL

就这样 就哭了一整年

但路是自己走的 没得回头

AND 就这样 我在这里将近 6 年头了 还是很想家 还是会想回家

人说 离家是为了归家
我说 我真的很想回家  现在还是会这样想

最近 姐妹也来了新加坡 第三天 阿姨姨丈的无微不至 对她是一种压力 一种折磨  但有时候 很多事情就真的只可以 看开点

我是过来人 这是过渡期 加油呗!

离家就是为了归家

Cheers and be happy,
Z




Thursday, January 22, 2015

Confession: Working.

Again, another post with working life.

To be very frank, up to 2 years of working, I am getting bored of it. Wanted to take a sabbatical of a month, but with no concrete excuse - 难道我要说,我做到很闷吗?

I started off in a not very good environment, not only I said so, but there were agreeable comments by all my colleagues and ex-colleagues. I would said that I am lucky enough to start off in a challenging environment, at least I will be able to judge better moving forward.

Glad that when my boss moved on, he tagged us along, and I am proud to be one in the team, I was still on a working pass by then, hence I must say I should be really good, at least I was good previously :)

Current environment is not as conducive. I still enjoy some companions but not all. Have been rather stress when it comes to team lunch, breakfast companion... I am really not that extrovert, am I?

People say, when you are no longer looking forward to going to work everyday, is time to change... I don't foresee the change in very near future, but i foresee myself, to be low energy for a while.

Take care,
Z

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Confession: 感慨.

Life back to a typical working weekend(before stepping into office again) after my long break. Rather reluctant but no choice.

Have been meeting with a few people throughout my vacation. Great meetup after 4 years with new but not so new faces.

Life has been good to us. All of us got onto different paths and we still remember and, care to meet with each other's.

Life has been difficult because earning money isn't that difficult but spending is easy and fast. New year goal will be something like earning 15k in a year(can't save 20k in a year like how the blogger teached due to so many other factors like rental and working socializing, hence setting a lower and hopefully achievable one).

Life goes on in 2015, I hope it will be a great year for me, my family and friends!

Xoxo,
Zoey